A new blog. A fresh start.

Hello to all!

This post is the first of many at a new address on the Interweb. I decided I need to really, REALLY get in to writing. It is my major after all. I have so much to say, and I have learned recently I don’t talk much. I don’t really talk at all. Why not find a new place to write everything I think about?

I write essays, I write stories, I write all sorts of things. But no one ever sees them.

So here is my new address. And I am choosing to publish those things that I say to myself and my professors. (And the occasional workshop group of students.)

I began here with my usual choice of a username. I stick with my nickname and my birthdate. But as I thought about what I wanted to write about in this place, I began to realize what I should choose.

I want to write about my God. I want to write about my life.

So I began contemplating a new username. And I started with the fact that I am a mess.

Well that’s an easy place to start; anyone who knows me, and I mean really knows me, knows how crazy I can be.

But that is when things got crazy. I started thinking about God. He created this mess of a person. BUT HE LOVES ME.

As I am.

He tells me over and over in His word. And as the years have passed I’ve read them. And I understood them. But recently understanding them isn’t enough. I have begun to grasp this love he pours on me.

And I am so thankful for it.

But more on that later. We have plenty of time, and now isn’t the time to share. I want to share more when I know that I fully grasp His love. Or start learning how to better grasp it.

So here I am. At belovedmess.wordpress.com. Here I will share my thoughts. I will share my writings. I will share my heart. I hope everyone who reads this blog learns from it. Because I have a lot to teach.

Thank You Lord.